When you can't sleep...

It always seems that night time is the hardest time for me in terms of relaxing and getting some well deserved rest. Instead of sleeping, I think - think and think and think about everything. I can't remember the last time I came into my room at night and layed my head on my pillow and just passed out. It's seriously impossible for me to do that.

But, what's on my mind? I can say everything because, literally, everything is on my mind. But there is always one thing that can occupy it for hours on end. Unfortunately, because it's the internet and there are creepers out there, I can't say what's on my mind. I can say this - it's killing me! Have you ever had something or someone on your mind 24/7 that you just want one hour where you're *not* thinking about that something or someone? And don't you find it just exhausting sitting there still thinking about the same thing and wondering "why the hell am I still thinking about this? What the hell else do I have to think about?"

Well, I'm right there - questioning why the hell I'm still thinking about it when a) I've thought long and hard about it with no results and b) there is nothing more to think about or analyze. And when I stop thinking about it, I'm bored. Yes, I'm actually bored. I have found a way to make what I'm thinking about my form of entertainment. Quite frankly, it's just ridiculous!

What's the point of this post anyway, you may ask? Well, there isn't, other than to talk about the thing that I'm thinking about even though I'm complaining that I'm thinking about that thing way too often and here I am writing about it anyway. You see - I'm sure *you're* confused now! It's seriously exhausting!

I just re-read this and this is the most pointless post. Ever. But whatever - that's *my* name on the blog, not yours, so you have no choice but to read this anyway (unless, of course, you decide to hit the "X" button and close down my window, in which case, thanks... jerk!)

And there is the end of my pointless rambling.

Goodnight and sweet dreams,
Lady Sovereign.